sometimes, i just want to be alone. to do something i like, just a minute or a second.

the city is keep on talking to you, i just need to be alone.

it's not a job, we wont need to set by rules, i didnt need any celebration, i just need to have a day off in my life.

stay away from me.

This place have too many memories to forget.

Everything cannot done well in here.
and every people is demanding too much.
i just want to have a time for myself, doing nothing,
enjoying my selfishness and life.

Everyday is like dreaming.
nothing left over.

Sometimes, doing nothing maybe the best way to let it go.
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I had dreams again. things seem to be happened or not happened before. but everything back to the days it was. it's almost 1.5 year, and the journey is going to be finished. Somehow, it's an experience to let me know how big is the world, and how tiny a man can be. my feeling is more calm now. Seem, nothing really matter, nothing is more important. it's a good to finish something i really looking forward for years and years, but when it happened, it was sad that there's no longer someone you can share your feelings to.

I lost everything when i choose to leave, while everyone tell you, you will gain more. i lost the passion about life, Sounds like it is too depressive, but i had never been to any optimistic before anyway. everything can end right now. though sometimes life is not what can choose, but also responsibilty to others. i had so many things i wish i can talk to, but all end with tears.

i wish i can be stronger.
no need to reply on someone.